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Cyrus D. Holmes, ageΒ 20

Lost to gun violence on August 16, 2020 in San Antonio, Texas.

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  • Nickname:
    16 Bubba
    8 BigCy300
    3 my lil angry bird
    6 BigCy
  • Number of children:
  • Personality:
    6 Outgoing, Kind, Loving
    6 MY SON WAS CARING, WONDERFUL SON, BROTHER AND FRIEND, FULL OF LIFE.
    4 Gave the best hugs!! πŸ€—
    4 Nia says you gave the best snuggles
    4 best big brother
    7 his brothers keeper πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    5 Helped everyone who needed help!
    5 kind hearted a gental giant
  • Occupation:
    3 WAREHOUSE
  • Workplace:
  • Schools attended:
    3 Salado Intermidete
    5 Legacy Middle School
    6 East Central High School
  • Comments:
    8 My son was kind, caring,hard worker
    4 Sweet, kind, gentle Cyrus. I will never forget you. ❀Mrs. Moreno, your first grade teacher
    3 Sweet Gentle Giant. Aunt Nancy misses you so very much
    4 The world lost a bright light when you left. 48 days without here on Earth
    4 Lookout for you mom, brother and sister from Heaven. I just know you are their Guardian Angel.
    4 Cy was a gentle giant; beautiful soul!
    3 he loved his little sister so much. his "Bear"
    3 we all miss you so much
    5 please watch over Leslie
    3 Part of my heart is in heaven πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 I am lost and broken without you son πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’™
    3 i love you son. how do i live without you? πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    4 my best friend is gone and i miss you more than anything bro
    3 I miss you so much son. I just cant live without you. πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’™
    4 woke up today and still living this nightmare.πŸ’” love you.
    4 your best friend came to visit today and he misses you very much. πŸ’”
    3 bubba mom misses you so much my heart hurts πŸ’”
    3 2 months and I miss you so much πŸ’”
    3 i love you son i just dont know how to live without you
    4 LLCYπŸ™πŸ»
    6 Miss you bro, we were always laughing and telling stories when i saw you β€œBIGGG CY!”
    3 please guide jay he needs you πŸ’”
    3 today its cold and i know you love this weather πŸ’”πŸ’™
    3 i miss you so much i dont know what to so. love momπŸ’”
    3 Still can’t believe itπŸ’” miss you and ur jokesπŸ’” BigCY4LπŸ’™πŸ’”
    3 my love i will light a candle every day for you mom πŸ’”
    3 today is your sisters bday
    3 all your sister says she wants for her bday is her bubba. πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’™πŸ’–
    3 i miss you. we miss you. life is not the same
    3 i miss you so much son. i cant live life without you.
    3 we will get justice!
    3 happy halloween son.we love you so much.
    3 it seems like 4E since you been gone πŸ’”
    3 i miss your smile. πŸ’”πŸ’™
    3 πŸ’”Nia asked if Santa would bring u back if she was good πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 i am not ok without you! πŸ’”πŸ’”
    3 11/16/20 is 3 mo without you.i just cant do this. i need u
    3 i miss you man this is so messed up
    3 love you 4L cy man cant wait to see you at the gates .πŸ’™
    3 death couldnt do us apart πŸ’” i love mi amor so much
    3 πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ˜’πŸ’™ im not ok
    3 i wish my phone would ring and it be you πŸ˜”πŸ’”
    3 how am i suppose to do Thanksgiving without you. πŸ’”πŸ˜­
    3 i miss you.each day my heart breaks more.
    3 my first holiday without you.i miss you so much.11/26 πŸ’”
    3 110 mornings with no text from you πŸ’”πŸ˜­
    3 i love you so much. i miss you so bad
    3 today we create your headstone
    3 20yrs ago today I went into labor
    3 Cyrus was a wondeful young man. Loved his Mama, Brother and baby sister. Gone Too Soon!
    3 missing you like crazy little guy..
    3 gone too soon, watch over your mama and sister and brother!
    3 12/14/99 happy heavenly 21st bday bubba mom loves you.
    3 Happy Heavenly 21st birthday sweet boy! You are missed more than you could ever know!
    3 son i miss you so much.your true friends celerbated your 21st b day.
    3 i miss you more than words....
    3 went to see you today. miss you so much it hurts.
    3 1st xmas in 20yrs without you.πŸ˜­πŸ’™πŸ’”
    3 merry christmas in heaven son.we miss you oh so much πŸ’™πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 i just miss your smile. why you man
    3 you were the realist and didnt deserve this man
    3 its 2021 and the first new year without you πŸ’”πŸ˜­
    3 bigcy u didnt deserve this man 🀬
    3 i never imagined life without you. πŸ’™πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    4 i miss you so much my love i think about you everyday
    3 thank you for visiting my dreams everynight πŸ’”πŸ’™
    3 i cried so much on my birthday because you werent here to make it special πŸ’”πŸ’”
    3 i feel so so lonely without you by my side my honey πŸ’”
    3 i miss you so much son. life is not the same. πŸ˜­πŸ’™πŸ’”
    3 πŸ’”
    3 today is the first step for justice i will always fight. πŸ’™
    3 i need you 😭😭😭
    3 life is so hard without you son. πŸ’”πŸ˜­
    3 i miss you beyond words. πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’™
    3 love you son. πŸ’™πŸ’”πŸ˜­
    3 i miss you so much. every day is a nightmare πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’™
    3 6 beautiful years of my life, i will love you always
    3 happy valentines day son. i miss you so much. πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’™
    3 Its snowing and i wish you were here to see it babe
    3 miss you love. its snowing and ur sister is worried your cold in heaven. πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 we miss you so much this is so hard. πŸ’”πŸ’™
    3 i am lost without you πŸ’”
    3 i love you son.you will have your headstone soon. πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 im gonna go visit you today and take you something pretty for my handsome baby
    3 I miss you so much son.Its so hard living without you.
    3 every day is cry for you son. this is just so hard. πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 i miss you alot this isnt fair i just wanna hear your voice
    3 i would give the world to have back in my arms my love
    3 i miss you
    3 how am i suppose to live without you son? πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’™
    3 8mo today..Feels like a lifetime.. i miss you.
    3 love you son. πŸ’™ we miss you. πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 every day your on my mind son.my life isnt the same.miss my bubba.
    3 i cant stop crying today bubba. i love you son
    2 my 1st mothers day without the baby who made me a mommy. πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’™πŸ˜­
    3 didnt sleep last night waiting for your mothers day call that bever came πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’™
    3 i need you back πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 miss you more than ever. struggling. πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’™
    3 your sister cried all night and slept with your picture. πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 every day son every day
    3 I will NEVER stop seeking justice!
    4 LLCY miss u big dawg πŸ’”
    3 i miss you so much bubba i just cant stop crying.mom πŸ˜­πŸ’™πŸ’”
    3 i miss you bubba. πŸ’”πŸ’™
    3 i just cant live like this without you. πŸ’”
    3 10 mo. today without you. i cry every day πŸ’™πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 i miss you bubba. everyday is a nightmare. πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’™
    3 2 down 1 more to go bubba. πŸ˜­πŸ’™πŸ’”
    3 miss you my love. πŸ˜­πŸ’™πŸ’”
    3 love you son xo πŸ’”πŸ’™πŸ˜­
    3 11 months without you son.my heart is broken πŸ˜­πŸ’™πŸ’”
    3 there will only be 1 CYRUS! πŸ’™
    3 I miss you so much my love, thank you for coming to visit me in my dreams -your chica 4L πŸ’™
    3 i hope heaven is treating you well..
    3 im trying hard not to give up but i miss you too much. πŸ’”πŸ˜­
    3 today at 11:15pm marks 1 your since you were taken from me. πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’™ i love you son.
    3 i dont know how i survived this yr.i miss you son and so does jay and nia.πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’™
    3 I love you
    3 please watch over us bubba. πŸ’™πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 i wish you were here.i cant keep living without you. πŸ’”πŸ’™
    3 i love you son.still living this nightmare 9/24 πŸ˜­πŸ’™πŸ’”
    4 tomorrow is Nia bday and she has been crying because your not here to give her a bubba hug πŸ’œπŸ’™πŸ’”πŸ˜­
    3 i just want you back. πŸ’”πŸ˜©
    4 son i miss you.i dont know how to keep going πŸ’”πŸ’™πŸ˜­
    4 miss you so mich son. 2nd thanksgiving without you. πŸ’”πŸ’™πŸ˜­
    4 Happy 22nd birthday in heaven my love. i miss you
    3 merry christmas in heaven my love.we miss you bubba πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’™
    3 Happy New yr 22 my son.we miss you.πŸ’”πŸ˜­
    3 i miss you bubba. πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’™
    3 2022 cant believe your not here
    3 still living this nightmare. love you more son
    3 1 yr and 7 mo without you my son. this pain is horrible.:(
    3 2nd birthday without you. πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’™ miss you
    3 happy easter in heaven big cy .πŸ’™
    3 im so tired of living without you bubba. i just cant anymore. πŸ’™πŸ’”
    3 2nd mothers day without you son. life is awful πŸ’”πŸ˜­πŸ’™
    3 love you bubba.i hope you met Takhai in heaven today.im sorry you are both not with us. πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’”πŸ’”
    3 miss you so much big bro .πŸ’™
    2 miss you bubba.i am fighting for you. πŸ’™πŸ˜­
    2 i wish you were here i really could use a hug πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    2 I am not OK without you son.
    2 i miss you bubba. πŸ’”πŸ’™πŸ˜­
    2 10/24 marks the day and the count down begins.πŸ’™
    2 i miss you my love πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    3 happy TG in heaven my love i miss you.
    2 another holiday with out you. life is not the same and u hate it....
    2 happy birthday my love.spent the whole day with you πŸ’™πŸ’”
    2 i miss u so much πŸ’™πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    2 merry christmas in heaven πŸ’”πŸ˜­
    2 1/5/23 can not come fast enough.
    2 πŸ’™πŸ’™ Justice prevailed πŸ’™πŸ’™ We love and miss you! Love, Mom#2, Dad, DJ and CyrusaπŸ’™πŸ’™
    2 1/5.35 yrs wont bring you back but its a start! i love you πŸ’™πŸ˜­πŸ’™
    2 Up working late, thinking of you! Love you and miss you.
    2 Hello my Big Beast, I miss you everyday, but today your on my mind heavy. Love you!
    2 i sure could use a big cy hug i miss you son. πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’™
    2 Nia said happy valentines day bubba. We miss you πŸ’™
    2 Miss you my guy!
    2 another birthday without your call πŸ’”i miss you son 😭
    2 another easter without you.we miss you son always. πŸ’™ 2023
    2 My Big Beast xoxoxoxo Your Baby sister has finally learned to say your name. We love and miss you!
    2 Another mothers day missing a piece of me. πŸ’™πŸ˜­πŸ’”
    2 Give Cousin Tasha a hug and kiss for us! We love you and miss you!
    2 still sick every day missing you. πŸ’”πŸ’™
    2 I hope you and Uncle Harold are enjoying each others company. We love both of you!
    2 Happy 4th of July in Heaven my Big Beast,we love you and miss you β™₯οΈπŸ€πŸ’™
    2 Our sweet young man. How you are missed. We will see you tomorrow. Love you Big Beast!
    2 3 yrs still doesnt feel real i miss you bubba πŸ’™πŸ’” love you more mom
    2 Whats up my guy! Miss you like crazy!
    2 10300 candles for you bubba Happy Birthday in Heaven. i love you more. MOM
    2 Happy heavenly birthday Cyrus, We love you and miss you more than ever.
    2 LLmyn****bubba grate damn kik how yoy hadda go out like this flee
    2 Merry Christmas in Heaven :( Love you!
    2 miss you son. another xmass with out you breaks my heart 2023
    2 Happy New Year in Heaven! It was so nice to see you on New Year's Eve xoxo
    2 Happy Valentines Day In Heaven, we love you! xoxoxoxoxo
    1 I miss you so much bubba this doesnt get easier.....
    2 love you miss u 😭😭☹️
    2 What up my guy! Miss you much!
    2 WOW, 4 yrs already. This is not OK, love you more than words!
    3 Miss you big guyπŸ™πŸΎ
    1 4 yrs without you is awful and seems like im living this enternal nightmare. Love you more son.
    2 Whats up my guy? Man, I miss you sooo much!
    1 Happy Heavenly Thanksgiving! Love you!
    3 Happy Heavenly Birthday, we love you and miss you!
    1 Happy 25TH birthday in heaven son. 5 birthdays without you is heart breaking.... We miss you bubba
    1 Merry Christmas in Heaven! Miss you!!!!!! Love you!
    1 4th X-Mass without you and im so lost.. I love you son. Merry Christmas
    1 2025 another year missing you my son.Love you bubba.
    1 Happy Heavenly New Year! xoxo
    1 Happy Valentine's Day, We love and miss you so much XOXOXOXOXO
    1 Happy Heavenly Easter, missed you turning up with us. XOXOXOXOXO
    1 Oh how i wish you were here Bubba I really need to talk to you....
    1 Happy Heavenly 4th of July! Love you!
    2 5 yrs today 8/9 since I last saw you alive I miss you so much son...
    1 😭😭😭😭 Today will forever be a nightmare
    2 miss you cy you are always missed my man ❀️❀️
    1 Your sisters bday & she still wishes for you to come back...We all miss you...
    1 Happy Halloween!!!!!!! Miss You, Love you!!!!
    1 Happy Turkey Day in Heaven my love.We miss you so much & always will...
    1 Happy Birthday in heaven son.We love you so much and miss you always.
    1 Happy Heavenly 26TH Birthday, we love you and miss you so much. #TURNUP
    1 Merry Christmas in Heaven, we miss you! love you Big Beast! xoxoxoxo
    1 Merry Christmas in Heaven bubba.We miss you always....
    1 Happy New Year in Heaven! #2026
    1 Happy Valentines Day in Heaven, love you!
    1 happy heavenly Easter we love you and we miss you always πŸ‡πŸ’™πŸ˜‡

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