Cordell Johnson, age 25

Lost to gun violence on January 22, 2020 in Carbondale, Illinois.

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  • Nickname:
    19 cj
    3 CJ
    4 BIGG DAWGG
  • Number of children:
    6 2
    4 1 and unborn
  • Personality:
    4 Funny, supportive, loving, caring
  • Occupation:
    5 Self employed also got CDL's
  • Workplace:
  • Schools attended:
    3 Cairo high
  • Comments:
    5 we miss you
    3 This breaks my heart. Love you CJ. Thankful for the times I had with you. Rest In Peace
    1 Not a day go's by I don't think of you I love you cousin🕊🕊🕊
    2 Prayers to the family.
    1 i love you bigdawggggg
    3 I LOVE N MISS U SON😭🗣🗣LONG LIVE CJ I LOVE U SON
    1 We miss you down here cj...llbigdawg
    1 I LOVE U
    2 i will miss you CJ-- chocolate
    1 It's not a second that I don't think about you. I love and miss you baby
    1 long live my nephew!
    1 This has been 1 hard month without you
    1 Thinking about you constantly
    1 It's hard waking up and going to sleep known that I will never see you again
    1 I LOVE U❤️
    1 You were always a great listener and there for me from the far and near
    1 Not hear from you on a daily is hard asf
    1 Missing you like crazy down here in this crazy world
    1 My life haven't been right since you left LLCJ
    1 Never in a million years I would think that would be the last time talking to you
    1 They say time heals the pain but mine is getting worse
    1 Every day without you has been a struggle baby
    1 It's doesn't feel or seems right living or having happy moments without you
    1 You're truly missed in this cruel world
    1 What is life without you
    1 Sitting here at the spirit house not even the same. Hearing your car and isn't even here
    1 Wishing that you were here with us
    1 You on my mind heavy
    1 Every day feels like a dream
    1 It's a lot that I want to share with you and to hear you say how proud you are of me
    1 You on my mind heavy asf
    1 My Baby
    1 You took my heart with you
    1 LONG LIVE CJ💔I MISS U
    1 Life without you will never be the same
    1 I love and missing you like crazy baby
    1 Up in the middle of the night with you on my mind like always
    1 It's not a day that goes by that I don't need you
    1 It will never be another you on earth
    1 My heart aches knowing that I will never see you again
    2 I MISS U SON🕊
    1 I LOVE U SON🕊
    1 Life hasn't been the same without you baby
    2 I love you baby
    1 Living without you is hard
    1 LONG LIVE MY SON💔
    1 Missing you like crazy down here
    1 2 months without feels like a lifetime
    1 When you left this world I did too
    1 I love u son😩n I miss u
    1 Missing you is a understatement
    1 What am I'm going to do without. I still haven't figured that out
    1 What am I'm going to do baby
    1 MY HEART HURTS SO BAD SON I LOVE U💔
    1 Being happy without doesn't last long
    1 You're my whole heart
    1 Numb is how I feel ever since u been gone
    1 Hugs and kisses
    1 So much is going on and you were the only person that could keep me calm
    1 I need you more then ever
    1 I miss my child😔LLCJ🕊I love u fa life
    1 Wishing that you were here
    1 Trying to be happy don't last long for me these days. You're the one who made me happy all the times
    1 I ❤️U SON 🗣LLCJ🕊
    1 My life has been wicked without you
    1 When will this nightmare be over with
    1 Lord knows that I can use one of those tight and secure hugd
    1 IMA MOURN U TILL I JOIN U SON🤬😔😭
    1 Everything little thing that I do remind me of us and the time we spent together
    1 You were my everything
    1 I MISS U SON💔U C IM TRING TO KEEP IT TOGATHER😞
    1 Mama loves u💕
    1 LIFE AINT THE SAME SON💔😭LLCJ🕊
    1 Our memories is what keep me together
    1 I know things would be different if you were still here
    1 I love you more everyday like you are still here
    1 FIRST HOLIDAY WITHOUT U💔💔I LOVE U SON LLCJ
    1 Missing you like crazy every single day
    1 I MISS U SON💔I LOVE U 4 ever
    1 I will always love you forever. Missing you like crazy Nicolas
    1 LONG LIVE MY SON💔😞I MISS U SO MUCH
    1 It just doesn't seem right. I love you baby
    1 Missing u badly Cj love mom😔
    1 I know if you were here I wouldn't mind staying in the house or the curfew
    1 I MISS U CJ N ILL ALWAYS LOVE U SON LLCJ🕊💔
    1 Missing those good morning/night baby and I love you baby texts and calls
    1 I'm just full of hurt, pain and anger. Time not healing anything I miss you baby
    1 I WANT MY DAMN CHILD BACK😭😭😭😭😭LLCJ😭
    1 I miss you
    1 SON I NEED U BK WITH US😞I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U❤️
    1 I miss hearing your voice especially when you tell me that you love me
    1 I will always be Bigdawgg stamped. I miss and love you baby
    1 3 long months without you suck. Missing you like crazy baby
    1 I LOVE U SON 3 hole months without u💔
    1 This pain isn't going anywhere. I hate that you are no longer here
    1 This hurt that I have in the inside doesn't match my outside
    1 I MISS U SON😔YOUR SIBLINGS N SON N NEPHEW DO TOO LLCJ🕊
    1 Every day is a real life struggle without you in my life. I'm missing and love you baby
    1 Sitting around crying yesterday lmk that this time that pass not healing anything
    1 I NEED U BK CJ💔MAMA MISSES U 💔
    1 I don't know what to do baby
    1 Living life without will never seem right. No matter what I'm doing or whom I'm with you on my mind
    1 Nicolas you were my world and you got my heart. What we going through isn't fair
    1 I MISS U SON😞I LOVE U SO MUCH
    1 Known that I won't hear your voice or see your face again killing me
    1 Life is so unfair. Why you?
    1 SON MAMA LOVES U N IM HURTING BADDDDD💔😭LLCJ🕊
    1 Why did you have to leave so soon. I just knew that we had plenty of time together
    1 LONG LIVE MY SON💔😭🤬😞I LOVE U 4 LIFE
    1 All I have is memories of you baby
    1 Up at 4 am with you on my mind. Shit hurts like hell
    1 In my feelings missing my child💔LLCJ🕊I LOVE U FOR LIFE
    1 I need you and your encouraging words baby. Nicolas I'm missing you down here I love you baby
    1 Missing you more than ever
    1 I'm so lost without you. They took apart of me when they took you
    1 Been in my feelings all day. I miss you so much baby. I love you
    1 Happy Heavenly Birthday Baby! I'm missing you like crazy and I love you
    1 I called you for your birthday but no answer 😭😭😭😭
    1 It was nice celebrating you baby but it didn't seem right that you wasn't there. I love you baby
    1 This not right at all! I need and want you back
    1 You will always be apart of me cuz apart of me went with you. I love you
    1 You were the perfect man in my eyes baby
    1 Still haven't got use to not getting any calls or texts from you
    1 I KNOW ILL C U AGAIN SON💔I LOVE U
    1 Forever in my heart baby. I love and miss you 😘
    1 I know you calling me a crybaby but in this case I can't help it. I love you Nicholas
    1 You were my soul mate. I've always told you that and we will never have time
    1 We supposed to be cuddle up right now
    1 Definitely missing you like crazy down here
    1 I MISS U SON💔LLCJ🕊
    1 Life definitely not the same without you
    1 What is life when you no longer have the love of your life
    1 Forever will be apart of me. Wishing that you were here with us
    1 I love u son💔LLCJ🕊
    1 This pain hurts like he'll. I put on a front every day like I'm good when I'm really not.
    1 I love and miss you like crazy baby. This really can't be my life without you
    1 WE MISSING U DOWN HERE SON😭MAMA LOVES U 5 EVER
    1 Pain pain pain
    1 You were the total package. Sweet, caring and gentlemen
    1 I LOVE U SON💔IM TRING MY BEST SON ITS SOOOO HARD LIVING WITHOUT MY FIRST BORN😭😭😭
    1 These days will never be the same without. I love you baby
    1 Why You Out of Them
    1 You are my world no matter what
    1 Trying so hard every day to be happy but it doesn't work
    1 Trying to figure out life without you is very hard and lonely
    1 Life without you sucks
    1 I know you're smiling down here on us
    1 THIS SHIT HURTS😩😭LONG LIVE MY SON🕊
    1 I Will ALWAYS LOVE U SON😒
    1 I just want to talk to you about a whole bunch of nothing or just hear you breathe
    1 I love you and miss down here continue watching over us baby
    1 Missing you baby
    1 Forever on my mind I love you baby
    1 Trying to continue to make you proud of me. I need to talk to you about somethings
    1 Never in a million years that I would think that I would be living without you
    1 Long live my son 😩

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